Because of past events in my life and past decisions I have made I had chosen to "hide" and not let people in...Recently I have been able to let go of the shame...to let God heal my wounds. I know that He can use me...if even only to help one...because of the things I have learned from the things I have gone through. He has made me stronger, more faithful, more trusting in Him. You will see as I continue to use this blog I will post a lot of music...songs that have great meaning to me and that have been a tool in helping me through my rough spots.
Once again I am going through a storm....because of choices I have made. Because of the road I decided to take. In the beginning when the storm clouds were just starting to form, I was ready to make some choices...some decisions. I prayed long and hard for guidance and what He told me was "BE STILL". Are you kidding me...do nothing! What a difficult thing to do when life is in such turmoil. I can honestly say that I heard what He said and even though at times I have questioned Him I have obeyed. I have not made any life changing decisions or taken any roads....I am waiting....watching....and BEING STILL. He is teaching me so much....it has been exciting to see His Hand at work. He has led me down a few short roads to get me to where I am right now....I am still waiting and know that He has a plan for my life. I am eager for the next road...waiting to "see Him there before I even go" But I am ready and I will run when I do!
What are you ashamed of? I have never known someone more honest, caring, faithful, kind, and helpful.
ReplyDeleteIf you do your best in life to be true to your values and beliefs... and you help those in need with compassion and respect... are honest and trustworthy... then you have done all anyone could ever ask... including God.
If you need someone to talk with give me a call... I'm always here for you.
~Jerry